I know I should feel extremely excited about being done with the past semester.
But it hasn’t it me yet…
[I do apologize for my recent absence of blogging. Life’s been crazy. I kind of neglected communicating with others in more than one way. It didn’t help that my cell phone broke in two the other week. But, the semester’s over and now I can breathe (a little more freely)]
Finals are done and over. I survived my organ jury (and was surprisingly rather pleased with the performance - I can only improve from hear on out!) and still have so much yet to gain and learn regardless if a grade is attached to it or not. I’ve come to find I hate the grading system. We all can’t get the best grade and I’m not a fan of people that make the choice to not give you the time of day if you have an A+ attached to your name.
I think senioritis is slowly setting in. Maybe completing 3 finals in one day was too much.
I’m going to miss Hymnody. I learned so much and feel like I’m not going to be able to remember any of it. I really hope that is not the case. It was such a good class, even if some days were a bit of an overload.
I can’t really think about being done yet because I’m going to Haiti. IN SIX DAYS [!!!!!!!!!!]
And I think there’s a lot to do…but for some reason, I’m okay. I don’t know why, I can’t explain it. I like to think it’s God’s way of keeping me calm and at peace. I am in awe of the peace that passes all understanding…
And there’s much planning for that to be done and so much I feel like I am unaware of. I’m not freaking out (yet) I am constantly praying the pray of completely putting all trust in my Lord to guide me in all that I experience on this mission trip.
I have no idea how I will take it all in.
I want to remember every tiny detail.
[the culture, people, smells, food, avoiding getting chlorea, & so much more I couldn’t possible imagine]
I want the Lord to use me as HIS missionary.
I’m excited to share the love of Christ with those I meet in Haiti!
Up and coming…goals to complete over Christmas break (when I am not in Haiti)