psalm 42.
[12:15am]
this is a beautiful psalm. they all are but right now especially in life God had me choose that one to read aloud with the “Lectio Divina” Bible Study Lori gave me and the other program staffers last summer.
last night, Holly and i looked at psalm 42:
1As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food
day and night,
while men say to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”
4 These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go with the multitude,
leading the procession to the house of God,
with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
among the festive throng.
5 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and 6 my God.
My soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.
7 Deep calls to deep
in the roar of your waterfalls;
all your waves and breakers
have swept over me.
8 By day the LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me—
a prayer to the God of my life.
9 I say to God my Rock,
“Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?”
10 My bones suffer mortal agony
as my foes taunt me,
saying to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”
11 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.
lately, verse 3’s been so true. i’ve fed on my tears and that’s not gotten me anywhere. i’m so thankful verse 5 and 11 are exactly the same. So important to know i’ve always got to put my hope in God, no matter what my thoughts may cause me to feel or be misled by. verse 2 reminds me i need to be meeting my heavenly father constantly and i know i can meet with him anywhere. how comforting that is to know!
